Grace St. John's United Church
4120 South Webster
Fort Wayne, Indiana 46807
Phone #: 260-745-4951
The Journey Ends and Begins
April 13, 2017
A Note from the Pastor
I remember during the 1980s when a number of my friends became a little obsessed
with detoxing their bodies of the effects of fast food and improper diet. They
drank certain teas and took certain supplements that were alleged to remove the
residual toxic effects of modern living and to restore the body's natural
balances. I myself tried a few "juice fasts" to achieve the same sort of
physical homeostasis--only to feel much the same at the end of the so-called
detoxing process. Pseudo-scientific claims aside, Lent is a period when we try
to detox our spirits: we set aside the things that we know are not in our
highest good and choose good things that we know are lacking--acts of caring,
more attentive prayer, and a more open attitude toward God's will for us. Like
the physical detox process, the spiritual detox, too, can bring aches and flu
like symptoms. If we're serious about our Lenten journey, we may find ourselves
feeling fatigued and even sad, as if we might be coming down with something.
This is a natural part of any cleansing process and commonly accompanies deep
inner-work. As we are called to examine our attitudes and actions, which often
prompts deep changes, our bodies and spirits may grow tired. Feeling under the
weather is one cue that it's time to slow down and go easier on ourselves. There
is a time to push through and forward, and there is a time to pull back and go
easier on ourselves. Part of our ongoing challenge as Christians is to learn to
listen to our inner divine selves as we discern that path to take next.
This evening begins the Easter Triduum, the three day celebration of the very
heart of our faith: the suffering, death and resurrection of Our Lord. The
sorrowful purple of Lent is put away beginning today, as the whole Church
Universal comes together to remember the saving acts of Jesus. In other words,
the time of journeying in the wilderness is drawing to a close and it's time now
to readjust our focus by remembering how precious we are to God. Our Lenten
journey may have fatigued us and left us feeling unworthy, but we are
incomparably beautiful and valuable to God. We have a purpose in this life, and
depending on where we are in the cycle of life our call is different from anyone
else's. If we are young and strong, our call to service will be different than
if we are in our retirement years, with somewhat different physical abilities.
We perhaps thought that Lent would help us understand everything, but if we wait
until we understand a situation completely before acting, we will never do
anything. By letting go of too much thinking and by resting in the deep silence
of God's presence we learn there is still so much valuable work we can do.
It is natural to go through times of feeling small and inconsequential, but not
to worry, God has a plan for us. Periods of listening to God in prayer and
slowing down the pace of our lives should empower us to do even more for the
Kingdom. The world is hurting and full of perils, and although we may have felt
helpless in the past, the detoxification process of Lent should at least have
reminded us that while we cannot do everything there are still things left for
us to do. If one hurting soul can be helped by our gentle presence, then clearly
we are still a vital part of God's saving plan.
Thank you for allowing me the privilege of accompanying you on this wilderness
journey. I look forward to standing with you in the radiance of Easter joy.
Please join us this evening for the celebration of the Lord's Supper at 6:30 pm.
This is a combined service with Grace St. John's and Holy Redeemer.
Tomorrow's Commemoration of the Death of the Lord is at 6:30 pm and is also a
Saturday is the Easter Vigil at 7:30 pm for Holy Redeemer.
Sunday is the Easter Celebration Service at 10:00 am for Grace St. John's.
(Note: there will be no noon Mass on Easter Sunday)